Half of Me is u, B.

Assalamaulaikum..

It's been awhile i didn't write anything in here.. I'm actually have been thinking for many times either to write or not and then i decided to write..so, i write a story about us..again..yes! It always about us.. i have thinking, what happen to us? It is because im too busy or you are the one no time for me anymore..i believe in ALLAH, that our jodoh till Jannah..InsyaALLAH..but if you're change i couldn't do anything and i wouldn't blame anyone except myself..i know i don't deserve to have you but still i believe in ALLAH..HE knows everything what the best for us..

i missed you so much but it feel awkward to show it to you, i hope there is time for us to fix everything, i love you more than i can say but i can't feel it anymore.. 

Sakit bila orang yang kita sayang tiada masa untuk kita but always have time for them, is it fair? 24hours 7days, kita bukan selalu bersama but please spare your time for me, i will not always be here.. I'm not complaining everything but you deserve to know what i feel on what going on with our relationship.. if still youre not realize i don't have any words to say anymore..you are free to find your happiness..saya redha walaupun sakit but one thing you must remember, you are half of my life, since your stepped into my life i have decided that you are the one and only one will be my soul mate till Jannah and you are my missing puzzle that completely important to my life. How i missed to laugh with you again, how i missed everything about you..how i missed every moment we share together all this time..missed you much!

B, maaf sebab saya banyak menyusahkan, maaf untuk setiap perkara yang tidak menyenangkan hati, maaf untuk susah payah b buat untuk syg..maaf untuk luahan hati syg..
Syg rindu b..only the tears burst out when i can't helped in missing you badly..kalau menangis semalaman tu boleh hilangkan rindu untuk b, syg sanggup nangis dari merasa sakit..i hope you read this because i still kept your promise dan syg harap hati b masih untuk syg..

Selamat malam b..
Semoga jodoh kita kuat hingga ke Jannah..
Amiinn..Amiinn..Ya Rabbal Al Amiinn...InsyaALLAH..
Love you too b..so much
Waalaikumsalam..

Always love you!
-faziah Shekar-

Silence kills the conversation

Assalammualaikum..selamat pagi jumaat, penghulu segala hari..

Its been awhile i didn't update my blog, its not because i don't have the time but i do really tired for what happened to both of us..its awkward when we haven't talk to each other, i missed the time when we talk everything, you laugh i laugh but now it seem weird that thing didn't happen any longer..Ya ALLAH how much i missed you.

Its hurt when i missed you but your not there to know that..i have told you many time, if i done wrong, please correct me, don't leave me like that..im not perfect, im just human being, can make mistakes anytime.

Please, what ever happen. Don't leave me.

Missing u b..

Love u,
-Ziah Sh.-