Half of Me is u, B.

Assalamaulaikum..

It's been awhile i didn't write anything in here.. I'm actually have been thinking for many times either to write or not and then i decided to write..so, i write a story about us..again..yes! It always about us.. i have thinking, what happen to us? It is because im too busy or you are the one no time for me anymore..i believe in ALLAH, that our jodoh till Jannah..InsyaALLAH..but if you're change i couldn't do anything and i wouldn't blame anyone except myself..i know i don't deserve to have you but still i believe in ALLAH..HE knows everything what the best for us..

i missed you so much but it feel awkward to show it to you, i hope there is time for us to fix everything, i love you more than i can say but i can't feel it anymore.. 

Sakit bila orang yang kita sayang tiada masa untuk kita but always have time for them, is it fair? 24hours 7days, kita bukan selalu bersama but please spare your time for me, i will not always be here.. I'm not complaining everything but you deserve to know what i feel on what going on with our relationship.. if still youre not realize i don't have any words to say anymore..you are free to find your happiness..saya redha walaupun sakit but one thing you must remember, you are half of my life, since your stepped into my life i have decided that you are the one and only one will be my soul mate till Jannah and you are my missing puzzle that completely important to my life. How i missed to laugh with you again, how i missed everything about you..how i missed every moment we share together all this time..missed you much!

B, maaf sebab saya banyak menyusahkan, maaf untuk setiap perkara yang tidak menyenangkan hati, maaf untuk susah payah b buat untuk syg..maaf untuk luahan hati syg..
Syg rindu b..only the tears burst out when i can't helped in missing you badly..kalau menangis semalaman tu boleh hilangkan rindu untuk b, syg sanggup nangis dari merasa sakit..i hope you read this because i still kept your promise dan syg harap hati b masih untuk syg..

Selamat malam b..
Semoga jodoh kita kuat hingga ke Jannah..
Amiinn..Amiinn..Ya Rabbal Al Amiinn...InsyaALLAH..
Love you too b..so much
Waalaikumsalam..

Always love you!
-faziah Shekar-

Silence kills the conversation

Assalammualaikum..selamat pagi jumaat, penghulu segala hari..

Its been awhile i didn't update my blog, its not because i don't have the time but i do really tired for what happened to both of us..its awkward when we haven't talk to each other, i missed the time when we talk everything, you laugh i laugh but now it seem weird that thing didn't happen any longer..Ya ALLAH how much i missed you.

Its hurt when i missed you but your not there to know that..i have told you many time, if i done wrong, please correct me, don't leave me like that..im not perfect, im just human being, can make mistakes anytime.

Please, what ever happen. Don't leave me.

Missing u b..

Love u,
-Ziah Sh.-

New hair cut

Assalamualaikum..

Cuma mau post yang encik boyfriend saya ada rambut baru, demi permintaan cik girlfriend sanggup encik boyfriend gunting rambut style macam tu, encik boyfriend makin hensem..hee..terima kasih b..i love u..

Tapi sedih encik boyfriend cukur janggut sekali..umm rasa lain tengok tiada janggut ni..tidak apa la semoga janggut encik boyfriend cepat tumbuh..i miss u..

Wahai encik boyfriend kenapa kita sejak akhir-akhir ni makin tiada masa bersama..bercakap di telefon kurang, ber-sms atau wassap pun kurang sudah..kenapa ya? Sebab kita sibuk ka encik boyfriend? Saya tau encik boyfriend sibuk, saya pun sibuk tapi usaha la untuk sentiasa ada..i need u..

Keep calm and always be there...terima kasih encik boyfriend..

With Love,
Ziah Sh.

Welcome home my baby girl!

Assalamualaikum..

Lama sudah tidak blogging..tiada cerita siok kali tapi tak apa, kali ini saya mau cerita pasal my new baby girl..she only 2 days but got admitted to ward because of fever and kuning ( i.d.k in English). Poor mummy and baby sebab kena duduk hospital, cepat sembuh baby, you need to stay strong for your mom.. I just want to welcome her actually.. That all.. My baby girl ni belum ada nama lagi..tunggu la minggu depan kali baru bapa dia pergi jabatan pendaftaran..Gambar baby belum boleh upload sebab baru umur 2hari tunggu baby umur 2bulan baru boleh upload..not my baby actually, its my sister's baby girl..who care, it still my baby girl..hee..i think that all for now..just want to make announcement that i have new baby girl in the house..later its my turn..be prepare my future husband, my future abi to my childrens..love u till Jannah, b..

With Love,
- Ziah Sh. -