15.11.14

How pening i am!

Assalamualaikum..

Apa jadi ni awal pagi ada sudah orang cari dan fikir saya keluar dengan suami dia..Memang Allah SWT takdirkan jadi hari ini..tapi saya tidak tahu betul ka tidak tu sebab nombor sekarang saya guna ni cuma beberapa orang jak yang tahu..waa! Pening..salah orang ka dia cari ni..saya tidak pernah ambil gambar dgn suami dia, saya tidak pernah on the phone dengan suami dia, never going out with her husband! My Allah! Kalau ini satu kesilapan, Engkau tunjuk la segala keburukan lelaki itu di depan isterinya..Engkau sedarkanlah, berikan lelaki itu satu pengajaran Ya Allah! But, if this wasn't a mistake, guide me Ya Allah, let all this things clear..let the wife meet me to clear everything because i know also it must be have related to me even it was happen few years ago..please ease everything Ya Allah!..few years! Yes it still considered my mistake even The Husband lied to me, he said he was divorce.. My Allah! Why he should be like that, The Wife and kids, his own responsibility to take care of not to neglected them and going out with another women..My Allah..My Allah..if YOU want repay all my sin from my back years ago, please repay it Ya Allah..saya tahu semua dosa saya dulu banyak Ya Allah..supaya sekarang saya tidak akan pernah lupa dengan Mu, Ya Allah..

Ya Allah..Aku rindu Padamu!

5.11.14

Woke up early with uncomfortable feelings

Assalamualaikum..

Hmm am i woke up to early just because my heart uncomfortable with the feeling i have inside me?. Setan, awal pagi ko kacau hati aku, awal pagi ko pesongkan aku..Astaghfirullah Al azzimm..Ya Allah..Ya Allah..Ya Allah!..but i cannot denied, my heart is soo hurt..really hurt till  i can't hold on the tears to burst out..am i too jealousy or am i sulking with you..i think both of it inside me..mixed together till this uncomfortable feeling inside me playing so much drama..

Its only a simple entry..i just want everything is clear and make my heart comfy..take a deep breath.. Let go.. I Trust  you, Ya Allah..semua benda berlaku dalam hidup saya, ada sebab dan hikmah..bersangka baik pada ALLAH..
Flew away uncomfortable feelings.. You will ruin my day..

I love u even the jealous take part even im sulking without u notice it..i always love u..


Thank you and thank you,

Ziah Sh.

my teAm foLLowerz